I am an extremely insecure roleplayer. when following people I seek out the decent/average roleplayer as opposed to the really good roleplayers in fear of not meeting their standards and also because I get upset and discouraged that I cant write like them. I’m also constantly stressing myself trying to make my replies as good as possible, literally giving myself headaches and reading over anything I write at least 10+ times before I publish and even then I never really am satisfied.